Teenage life

Hi readers, I'm finally back with a new blog post. 
Just a short paragraph of what i did yesterday before moving on to the topic of the day.
Went to Chinatown with my family yesterday to take a look at this year's new year decorations , afterwards i left @ 3:40 .  Headed to commonwealth to find my boyfriend as he's ending his tuition at 4:20 . Some asshole made me wait for 45mins , a short chat with his mum and then we headed to Town. Homed @ 9:20.

Picture from my recent trip to Gardens By The Bay

 My camera made me look flawless lol. 
-No discriminating is intended for my blog entry, if offended please leave now-
Anyway, life's been fucking me all day long. Literally, every second of the day. Being an express stream student suck. I mean like, every student is feeling stressful now and especially the graduating classes. What's actually making everything worse is ... Fucked up teachers and your can't-stop-nagging parents. I mean does having a truckload of homework and tests actually help us ? NO. Just look at the fucking time our school release us, especially for upper sec. Long school hours +truckload of homework + a lot of upcoming tests = Late night studying which will lead to exhaustion because we can't get enough sleep. True ? Yes.
On those days that we actually are too tired to do homework and decided to fuck it up and not touch it .. THE VERY NEXT DAY , instead of being an understanding teacher .. we get DETENTION . wtf seriously. Then we will head to the GO , in the end your DM spots you and you get caught for your attire and shits. Day = ruined . -.- .

Weekend, for many of us is heaven. That's the only time which you could actually get the amount of rest you need but for the minority that have tuition on those days. Dig your eyes out then lol. How the fuck is two days enough for resting when we sat in the small humid classroom and listening to boring lessons for 5 consecutive days. We will all end up chionging homework on Sunday night or going back to school to copy it.

So, a lot of people asked me where i wanted to be after doing my O's. My answer is always, if i can pass its either JC/Poly. Don't get me wrong. I don't look down on NA/NT people and in fact I've good friends from the NA/NT stream. My boyfriend is from NA and Bro was an ex ITE student. I don't find it disgraceful or anything. The only reason that I don't want to be ending up there is because , i studied for 4 years just to get into my desired institution and move on to the next destination of my life. Therefore there shouldn't be any reason for an express stream to be ending up in ITE. 
"Wasn't that discriminating ITE ? "
Fuck you , no. Why the fuck would i ? Everybody is studying just to get a cert for a job in the future. Doesn't mean you're in ITE, it's the fucking end in your life. It's your ATTITUDE that is going to make a CHANGE in the things you DO. A good example below. ( sorry that i digress lol)

I think student's life would be better if we need not report so early to school and that we can have more time management(lol). I know how it is like , when all eyes are focused on you. When EVERYONE expect you to do well. You have to constantly remind yourself that you can't give up and must strive for the better. But the results are always a displeasing sign to the eyes. Instead of getting recognition for your efforts , EVERYONE will lose faith in you and start blaming you. In the long run, nobody sees the amount of sherd hard work and efforts you put it, so you stopped trying so hard. Maybe everyone just need to know that , we study for ourselves. We can listen to others' comment but just don't let if affect you.

Tough week ahead guys ! Do your best ! :)

Thanks for reading this rubbish post , RT it though. Ending off with a picture of me , bye . ^-^

End of the world , 21DEC2012

Hi. First of all, i'm sorry that i didn't blog for a very long time. Reason being? I'm lazy and there's nothing to blog about..so ya. Please welcome me back to this blog so that it can stop accumulating dusts (lol). Before i move on to my topic, just to clear your doubts i will answer some of the questions that are hovering in your mind rn.

 I did pretty badly for my EOY exams i could say , i'm 30/110+ students in level position. Good enough for you? NO. I dropped fucking 11 positions, i was 19 in MYE. Because of this, my dearest father cancelled my overseas trip to both Korea/Japan, how great? Just because i wasn't in top3. He should try studying with a whole fucking bunch of geniuses that goes for intensive tuitions unlike me..always sleeping in class hmmm. I am still promoted to 2express anyway. I will pull up my socks next year and study hard (never happens anyway). 

Regarding about my boyfriend, we're good together for four months going to five. To those that wished us to last forever, i thank you for his behalf :). Special thanks to all my friends that were there when i'm at my lowest. Like Mong,Dan and Per. I really love you girls.

Yes, more blog posts will be up because i'm going to Gardens By The Bay this Sat and also an upcoming Christmas Chalet that my family planned. Can't wait, i'm so eggcitied to see some ghosts ah lol. I checked my blog views regularly and i also want to thanks everyone who visited my blog like ALWAYS even though i didn't update ^.^ Lets move on to the topic of the day..

As you can see , we will be talking about the END OF THE WORLD,21DEC2012. I'm just going to share my views and opinions about this. No hate thanks. You can share your views with me, you respect mine and i will do the same. 

When i first heard about this, i didn't paid much attention to it because its just uttered bullshit to me. But recently it have become a hot topic on the net and also discussions among people. That irritates me a fucking lot , the previous time someone predicted that May2003 will be the doomsday but it didn't happen so it was bring forward to 211212. If it didn't happen once, it won't happen twice. There is no credible evidence to show that unusual things will happen on Dec of 2012 either. Many was also concern about the blackout from 23-25Dec. It was a false report according to NASA and many scientific organizations that the alignment of the universe will somehow cause a blackout. Because there is no such alignment.

I also heard of some rumors that said if Oppa Gangnam Style reach a certain number of views, the world will end. Wait people, can you use your brains? How can a fucking music video end the world ? It is obviously spread by people who hates KPOP or just haters of PSY. Can you guys think before you even fucking curse and swear ? I just find it ridiculously dumb to believe in that like lol.

I don't find this a right place to discuss about politics but, do you think that the government will just sit there and do nothing when they know the world is gonna end? Absolutely not right ? As you can see, everyone is so calm so there is nothing to worry about. Even if the world is going to end tomorrow it doesn't makes a different at all. Because people only learn to cherish things when its gone. SG students will just be happy hahaha because a lot of them didn't do holiday assignments , go school confirm detention one (LOL). 

So my conclusion is,

Use your fucking brains to think first before you get all worried and stuffs. The world is NOT ending because NASA assured it. Go check it if you don't know what that is. Just chill and cherish your life more after tomorrow. Oh and please rate "2012" as a comedy :) . Sorry i know its super wordy ! :(Till my next post , love you guys ! ^.^  Bye ! 

JeremiasLew♥

Hey readers , i am back with a long blog post to please you guys . My english is gonna be shitty as usual so ya . Bear with it . So , school only started for a week or two .. But , i am worn out everyday . Its not going well due to the nearing of EOY exams and having tests or supp class everyday . The stress is killing me and even though i studied a lot , i still can't remember it :( . 

What i done this week ;

Mr DavidHo's Geog test , leaving the whole page blank and writing some nonsense on it . "i  don't know sorry :( best student pls let me pass"

Getting spammed by class whatsapp group , NOT BAD UH . Machiam like some freeflow .

Getting "k" by mum while texting her in class , lol

Studying for physics , basically i stay back almost everyday with baby to study in school . Productive days .

Some snacks to keep me awake when studying .

Food & drinks with Sanjiivy in class everyday , smuggler . *smirks*

Slackest subject , env science 

Clique moments  ♥ ;

So yeah , camwhored with clique alot . Went to Jovan's house yesterday , played around . As usual his aunt was there , fooled around a bit then we went to his roof garden to look at the fishes . At about 3 ,leave his condo and cabbed down to Serangoon to Josh's dad ice cream shop with Josh , JL and Glenn ! :) Have a fun time chatting with the cabbie auntie .  Ate choco lava cake and 3 scoops ice cream at Josh's dad shop with Fanta :)) . After that i did something wrong and vb girls (Xuan and clique) were angry at me , so we left the shop and cabbed all the way back to Bukitview again . CAB CAB CAB HAHA . Was feeling sad and Xuan is always there for me , shes the first person i saw when i step into the school . WIFE♥

Then Nemaly , Perlina and Naidu started scolding and nagging at me . Naidu slapped me :( . After that Xuan was pissed so she left and Xuan YOU BETTER DONT DOG AND COME BACK TO SG NOWWWWWWW . I WANT TELL YOU SOMETHING .

Today :

Ate with dad , ahma house then out with baby !

Went to boyfriend's house for the first time and his like " You're the first girl i bring home" Awww♥ OKAY HIS FAMILY LOOKS NTH LIKE HIM .

Sister is pretty & he give the " Are you sure she's pretty face"

Brother is so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Mum looks like some fucking 20 year old and pretty !

Dad looks fierce . Then Justin say i am cute , yay ! :))

After that went to Jaypeee then Lot 1 then my house :)

Now , its blog dedication time . The title tells it all . Obviously its for JeremiasLewHaiLiang .

Happy 1 month 14th day !♥

Have you had a boyfriend that gives in to you every time ?

Have you had a boyfriend that sends you home almost everyday ?

Have you had a boyfriend that walked the entire shopping mall with you , just because you are picky on the food you eat and can't make up your mind?

Have you had a boyfriend that fight with his clique for a girl he barely knew for a month ?

Have you had a boyfriend that send you long texts and letter ?

Have you had a boyfriend that gets sensitive when you are with guys but still turned a blind eye ?

Have you had a boyfriend that put in effort in everything to change for the better because you dislike it ?

So rare to find someone like that but hey , i found one and i am glad he stayed by my side when i needed someone and i have never regretted being with him . Even though its a 2 years age difference but i don't think you would want to make a big fuss over it since your  comments are not needed nor will it be entertained . Its a fun time being with him and ya , i dont want to spam 200 photos of us , so i think one will do . Hey BastardLew , if you are reading this i hope you will take good care of yourself and study hard for EOY OK . Since you can't answered any of the questions i gave you . Anyway , its not easy quitting it but thanks for trying . Please remember all those promises and ya , we will last to infinity & beyond . And please pray that , there will not be another talk with MrKong lol . Anyway , assy i love you ♥ okay Serena one shorter than yours lah , dont jealous

Hi Serena , i don't stalk you . Oh wait , Ng ShuTing . Half Canadian . Birthday , Feb ? 

Anyway i don't really know you but we do wave and say hi to each other whenever we walk pass each other :) . Thanks for being a good friend of Jeremias . SERENA VERY AWESOME AND LUVABLE UH . A memorable picture of you i taken from your instagram *ifyougetwhatimean* Hope to know you more in the future , oh yah good friend of Jere ! Good luck for EOY and him uh ! *winks*

Thanks for bearing with my lousy english ! Follow my instagram ; @_fillwithtears . Study hard and all the best for the EOY EXAMS to everyone ! Till i blog again , happy weekends !

Blog dedication to MongXuanYun ♥

Hey readers , i am back with another new post . Hope you guys enjoy it though but before moving on to the actual topic of today's post , i shall talk about life .
*Disclaimer ; I am not trying to act like Ms Know-it-all , if you are getting offended and stuffs like that , kindly close this window.* Sorry , its wordy but i am sure its meaningful .

LIFE
I just find this society getting uglier as times goes by . For teenagers our age , its nor mal to have social life and that includes having many cyber friends and friends . We know most of them through either school or social network platform . But hey , i want you guys to think deeply , yeah . How many of them are actually by your side when you needed someone ? Exclude those who hear you rant , why ? Normally when you tweet or update status that are sad and stuff , many of them will start asking you what happen . Needing a listening ear , of course you would tell them and at the end of the day , they will just go " Oh cheer up lah , nothing one " They just want to know what happen , they have no intention of cheering you up . You can know whether someone is trying hard to by looking at the way they communicate with you . If not , they will just bring everything back to their clique and that will just become their bitching topic of the day . Sad but fact . This often happens to me and i am always dumb enough to trust people and at the end of the day , everyone use that as their bitching topic , oh well . The amount of fuck i give is BIGFATZERO, I have to thank you guys for giving me your attention too :) . Everyone is judgmental and obviously we can't help it too , its an important part of  our life . You don't judge ? Then tell me more about the girl you called ugly yesterday :) . But sometimes , it just annoy me a lot . I mean hey , you are like indirecting yourself and how is that fun ? You need to think twice before you actually go around judging. You find it super cool or what not , but bystanders are just disgusted , very by your immature childish acts . Ewwww , you get it ? Maybe you guys need a few seconds to register what i just said . ... Done ? 

FAKE FRIENDS
This topic is almost the similar to the previous one , you can skip it but you can choose to read too . Many people always tell me this "8numbers away , always there for ya" "I am your best friend , tell me everything" "I love you babe , don't cry lah" , but not everyone truly cares . I have a lot of fake friends , don't get offended okay ? Not everyone is , i know some cared . Its just so disgusting but as times pass , i saw who were there for me when i needed someone . Who were there for me when i am at my lowest point in life . who were there to comfort me , who were there to cheer me up , who were there to help me up from where i fell and who were the one that never ever leave me hanging there . After all that i have gone through , i know who are the trustworthy ones and who are the "I wear a different mask everyday" ones . I can tell you the number of true friends i have , you can use one hand to count . That's sad but hey its better than having so many fake friends that secretly pulls me down and ruin my reputation , for the sake of gaining some for herself/himself . I don't need those , serious .

PIERCINGS & TATTOOS 
I have the urge to talk about this too . A lot of people are into getting piercings and also tattoos . Its one of the trend among us , teenagers . But i don't get it why some people are just against them . They all have this same reaction when someone has too many piercings or are heavily tattooed "Walau , this one cfm ahlian/ahbeng one" Seriously ? Dude , your mindset still stuck in the 1980s or your brain filled with some fucking water ? I am super into piercings and stuff like that , if you guys know me . I got my helix a few days back & this makes me have a total of ONLY 7 piercings . I don't see why i should stop here since i have already started it , even though some people just can't stop judging about it . But hey , my ear rot or yours ? People will go  like "You will regret when you're older" I am going to tell you guys i won't , why ? I love piercings and to me its art . 10years down the road when i look at myself again with those piercings , i will be like " So this is what i like when i am 13 and its what that also make me who i am today . Its cost me a lot of money but its something that brings back a lot of memories that is worth keeping" FINALLY THERE'S ONE PICTURE  , I MEAN TWO .
-END OF TALKING ABOUT SOCIETY -

As you can see from the picture above , i went to pierce again . Left ear helix . Pictures of it right after i pierced . I am piercing another one soon , i guess . I am going broke soon *laughs*. I went to pierce with XuanYun after CCA & also farewell party of hockey guys and volleyball girls , boyfriend tagged along too .

Remember the blog title , yeah its a blog dedication to none other than MONGXUANYUN ♥

MongXuanYun . 14 . #teamcancer . Volleyball teammate . Senior . Best friend . Sister . WIFE ♥
So everyone actually gets curious and goes , " eh how your know each other one uh" Both of us wasn't on good terms when we first knew each other , she don't like me neither do i . The thing that actually pulled us closer was twitter and volleyball . She's always been there for me when i needed someone to listen to all my problems , she's always there to teach me what's right and wrong . Everyone was surprised because we became super close . When i fight with my friends/boyfriend/family and what not , she know whats the problem first before solving it for me . She don't take side for me just because she's my wife , she only take sides of me when i am in the right . We get along well is because both of us have the exact same shitty horrible attitude that no one can stand it . Both of us are often selfish and we only things to go our way and we will start ranting or rage over a small thin thing and thats why , we are often together . Her birthday is like one day behind mine , fated huh ? :)) I am glad to have her by my side if not i most probably won't exist now . I am actually super super down just now because something happened and you guys don't need to know . She just keep sending me her words of wisdom and cheering me up and she asked me to blog or study , so as to keep myself occupied and stop thinking so much . I really want to thank her for always being a there and also helping me whenever i need help . She tried super hard just now and so she was like "EH I TELL YOU JIAYI > YUZHE , YOU HAVE ME AND THATS ALL THATS MATTER OK !" Somehow she seems to cheer me up .
To dearest AHMONGMONG ;
 Hey MongXuanYun , thanks for always being a true friend and helping me . Grateful and blessed to have you , our friendship won't stop here and please don't cheat on me okay ? :) I am already missing the cookies you baked for me :( . Anyway , you must cheer me up again because i am going to hmm , you get what i mean ya babe ! :( Really a big thank you ! ♥

Ending with a picture of me (: .

Its time to get down to serious work peeps , sorry to remind you but Sept holidays is coming to an end . EOYs is coming up , study hard alrights & you can party all you want after that ! Good luck to all O & N levels candidates and also those having streaming year , best of luck .  ♥ In the meantime , check my blog daily  ♥

I just took a walk down memory lane , it hurts so much . Those memories that are etched in my mind are starting to hunt me , its getting worse as days goes by .