Hey readers , i am back with another new post . Hope you guys enjoy it though but before moving on to the actual topic of today's post , i shall talk about life .
*Disclaimer ; I am not trying to act like Ms Know-it-all , if you are getting offended and stuffs like that , kindly close this window.* Sorry , its wordy but i am sure its meaningful .
LIFE
I just find this society getting uglier as times goes by . For teenagers our age , its nor mal to have social life and that includes having many cyber friends and friends . We know most of them through either school or social network platform . But hey , i want you guys to think deeply , yeah . How many of them are actually by your side when you needed someone ? Exclude those who hear you rant , why ? Normally when you tweet or update status that are sad and stuff , many of them will start asking you what happen . Needing a listening ear , of course you would tell them and at the end of the day , they will just go " Oh cheer up lah , nothing one " They just want to know what happen , they have no intention of cheering you up . You can know whether someone is trying hard to by looking at the way they communicate with you . If not , they will just bring everything back to their clique and that will just become their bitching topic of the day . Sad but fact . This often happens to me and i am always dumb enough to trust people and at the end of the day , everyone use that as their bitching topic , oh well . The amount of fuck i give is BIGFATZERO, I have to thank you guys for giving me your attention too :) . Everyone is judgmental and obviously we can't help it too , its an important part of our life . You don't judge ? Then tell me more about the girl you called ugly yesterday :) . But sometimes , it just annoy me a lot . I mean hey , you are like indirecting yourself and how is that fun ? You need to think twice before you actually go around judging. You find it super cool or what not , but bystanders are just disgusted , very by your immature childish acts . Ewwww , you get it ? Maybe you guys need a few seconds to register what i just said . ... Done ?
FAKE FRIENDS
This topic is almost the similar to the previous one , you can skip it but you can choose to read too . Many people always tell me this "8numbers away , always there for ya" "I am your best friend , tell me everything" "I love you babe , don't cry lah" , but not everyone truly cares . I have a lot of fake friends , don't get offended okay ? Not everyone is , i know some cared . Its just so disgusting but as times pass , i saw who were there for me when i needed someone . Who were there for me when i am at my lowest point in life . who were there to comfort me , who were there to cheer me up , who were there to help me up from where i fell and who were the one that never ever leave me hanging there . After all that i have gone through , i know who are the trustworthy ones and who are the "I wear a different mask everyday" ones . I can tell you the number of true friends i have , you can use one hand to count . That's sad but hey its better than having so many fake friends that secretly pulls me down and ruin my reputation , for the sake of gaining some for herself/himself . I don't need those , serious .
PIERCINGS & TATTOOS
I have the urge to talk about this too . A lot of people are into getting piercings and also tattoos . Its one of the trend among us , teenagers . But i don't get it why some people are just against them . They all have this same reaction when someone has too many piercings or are heavily tattooed "Walau , this one cfm ahlian/ahbeng one" Seriously ? Dude , your mindset still stuck in the 1980s or your brain filled with some fucking water ? I am super into piercings and stuff like that , if you guys know me . I got my helix a few days back & this makes me have a total of ONLY 7 piercings . I don't see why i should stop here since i have already started it , even though some people just can't stop judging about it . But hey , my ear rot or yours ? People will go like "You will regret when you're older" I am going to tell you guys i won't , why ? I love piercings and to me its art . 10years down the road when i look at myself again with those piercings , i will be like " So this is what i like when i am 13 and its what that also make me who i am today . Its cost me a lot of money but its something that brings back a lot of memories that is worth keeping" FINALLY THERE'S ONE PICTURE , I MEAN TWO .
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As you can see from the picture above , i went to pierce again . Left ear helix . Pictures of it right after i pierced . I am piercing another one soon , i guess . I am going broke soon *laughs*. I went to pierce with XuanYun after CCA & also farewell party of hockey guys and volleyball girls , boyfriend tagged along too .
Remember the blog title , yeah its a blog dedication to none other than MONGXUANYUN ♥
So everyone actually gets curious and goes , " eh how your know each other one uh" Both of us wasn't on good terms when we first knew each other , she don't like me neither do i . The thing that actually pulled us closer was twitter and volleyball . She's always been there for me when i needed someone to listen to all my problems , she's always there to teach me what's right and wrong . Everyone was surprised because we became super close . When i fight with my friends/boyfriend/family and what not , she know whats the problem first before solving it for me . She don't take side for me just because she's my wife , she only take sides of me when i am in the right . We get along well is because both of us have the exact same shitty horrible attitude that no one can stand it . Both of us are often selfish and we only things to go our way and we will start ranting or rage over a small thin thing and thats why , we are often together . Her birthday is like one day behind mine , fated huh ? :)) I am glad to have her by my side if not i most probably won't exist now . I am actually super super down just now because something happened and you guys don't need to know . She just keep sending me her words of wisdom and cheering me up and she asked me to blog or study , so as to keep myself occupied and stop thinking so much . I really want to thank her for always being a there and also helping me whenever i need help . She tried super hard just now and so she was like "EH I TELL YOU JIAYI > YUZHE , YOU HAVE ME AND THATS ALL THATS MATTER OK !" Somehow she seems to cheer me up .
To dearest AHMONGMONG ;
Hey MongXuanYun , thanks for always being a true friend and helping me . Grateful and blessed to have you , our friendship won't stop here and please don't cheat on me okay ? :) I am already missing the cookies you baked for me :( . Anyway , you must cheer me up again because i am going to hmm , you get what i mean ya babe ! :( Really a big thank you ! ♥
Ending with a picture of me (: .
Its time to get down to serious work peeps , sorry to remind you but Sept holidays is coming to an end . EOYs is coming up , study hard alrights & you can party all you want after that ! Good luck to all O & N levels candidates and also those having streaming year , best of luck . ♥ In the meantime , check my blog daily ♥
I just took a walk down memory lane , it hurts so much . Those memories that are etched in my mind are starting to hunt me , its getting worse as days goes by .
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