JeremiasLew♥

Hey readers , i am back with a long blog post to please you guys . My english is gonna be shitty as usual so ya . Bear with it . So , school only started for a week or two .. But , i am worn out everyday . Its not going well due to the nearing of EOY exams and having tests or supp class everyday . The stress is killing me and even though i studied a lot , i still can't remember it :( . 

What i done this week ;

Mr DavidHo's Geog test , leaving the whole page blank and writing some nonsense on it . "i  don't know sorry :( best student pls let me pass"

Getting spammed by class whatsapp group , NOT BAD UH . Machiam like some freeflow .

Getting "k" by mum while texting her in class , lol

Studying for physics , basically i stay back almost everyday with baby to study in school . Productive days .

Some snacks to keep me awake when studying .

Food & drinks with Sanjiivy in class everyday , smuggler . *smirks*

Slackest subject , env science 

Clique moments  ♥ ;

So yeah , camwhored with clique alot . Went to Jovan's house yesterday , played around . As usual his aunt was there , fooled around a bit then we went to his roof garden to look at the fishes . At about 3 ,leave his condo and cabbed down to Serangoon to Josh's dad ice cream shop with Josh , JL and Glenn ! :) Have a fun time chatting with the cabbie auntie .  Ate choco lava cake and 3 scoops ice cream at Josh's dad shop with Fanta :)) . After that i did something wrong and vb girls (Xuan and clique) were angry at me , so we left the shop and cabbed all the way back to Bukitview again . CAB CAB CAB HAHA . Was feeling sad and Xuan is always there for me , shes the first person i saw when i step into the school . WIFE♥

Then Nemaly , Perlina and Naidu started scolding and nagging at me . Naidu slapped me :( . After that Xuan was pissed so she left and Xuan YOU BETTER DONT DOG AND COME BACK TO SG NOWWWWWWW . I WANT TELL YOU SOMETHING .

Today :

Ate with dad , ahma house then out with baby !

Went to boyfriend's house for the first time and his like " You're the first girl i bring home" Awww♥ OKAY HIS FAMILY LOOKS NTH LIKE HIM .

Sister is pretty & he give the " Are you sure she's pretty face"

Brother is so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Mum looks like some fucking 20 year old and pretty !

Dad looks fierce . Then Justin say i am cute , yay ! :))

After that went to Jaypeee then Lot 1 then my house :)

Now , its blog dedication time . The title tells it all . Obviously its for JeremiasLewHaiLiang .

Happy 1 month 14th day !♥

Have you had a boyfriend that gives in to you every time ?

Have you had a boyfriend that sends you home almost everyday ?

Have you had a boyfriend that walked the entire shopping mall with you , just because you are picky on the food you eat and can't make up your mind?

Have you had a boyfriend that fight with his clique for a girl he barely knew for a month ?

Have you had a boyfriend that send you long texts and letter ?

Have you had a boyfriend that gets sensitive when you are with guys but still turned a blind eye ?

Have you had a boyfriend that put in effort in everything to change for the better because you dislike it ?

So rare to find someone like that but hey , i found one and i am glad he stayed by my side when i needed someone and i have never regretted being with him . Even though its a 2 years age difference but i don't think you would want to make a big fuss over it since your  comments are not needed nor will it be entertained . Its a fun time being with him and ya , i dont want to spam 200 photos of us , so i think one will do . Hey BastardLew , if you are reading this i hope you will take good care of yourself and study hard for EOY OK . Since you can't answered any of the questions i gave you . Anyway , its not easy quitting it but thanks for trying . Please remember all those promises and ya , we will last to infinity & beyond . And please pray that , there will not be another talk with MrKong lol . Anyway , assy i love you ♥ okay Serena one shorter than yours lah , dont jealous

Hi Serena , i don't stalk you . Oh wait , Ng ShuTing . Half Canadian . Birthday , Feb ? 

Anyway i don't really know you but we do wave and say hi to each other whenever we walk pass each other :) . Thanks for being a good friend of Jeremias . SERENA VERY AWESOME AND LUVABLE UH . A memorable picture of you i taken from your instagram *ifyougetwhatimean* Hope to know you more in the future , oh yah good friend of Jere ! Good luck for EOY and him uh ! *winks*

Thanks for bearing with my lousy english ! Follow my instagram ; @_fillwithtears . Study hard and all the best for the EOY EXAMS to everyone ! Till i blog again , happy weekends !

Blog dedication to MongXuanYun ♥

Hey readers , i am back with another new post . Hope you guys enjoy it though but before moving on to the actual topic of today's post , i shall talk about life .
*Disclaimer ; I am not trying to act like Ms Know-it-all , if you are getting offended and stuffs like that , kindly close this window.* Sorry , its wordy but i am sure its meaningful .

LIFE
I just find this society getting uglier as times goes by . For teenagers our age , its nor mal to have social life and that includes having many cyber friends and friends . We know most of them through either school or social network platform . But hey , i want you guys to think deeply , yeah . How many of them are actually by your side when you needed someone ? Exclude those who hear you rant , why ? Normally when you tweet or update status that are sad and stuff , many of them will start asking you what happen . Needing a listening ear , of course you would tell them and at the end of the day , they will just go " Oh cheer up lah , nothing one " They just want to know what happen , they have no intention of cheering you up . You can know whether someone is trying hard to by looking at the way they communicate with you . If not , they will just bring everything back to their clique and that will just become their bitching topic of the day . Sad but fact . This often happens to me and i am always dumb enough to trust people and at the end of the day , everyone use that as their bitching topic , oh well . The amount of fuck i give is BIGFATZERO, I have to thank you guys for giving me your attention too :) . Everyone is judgmental and obviously we can't help it too , its an important part of  our life . You don't judge ? Then tell me more about the girl you called ugly yesterday :) . But sometimes , it just annoy me a lot . I mean hey , you are like indirecting yourself and how is that fun ? You need to think twice before you actually go around judging. You find it super cool or what not , but bystanders are just disgusted , very by your immature childish acts . Ewwww , you get it ? Maybe you guys need a few seconds to register what i just said . ... Done ? 

FAKE FRIENDS
This topic is almost the similar to the previous one , you can skip it but you can choose to read too . Many people always tell me this "8numbers away , always there for ya" "I am your best friend , tell me everything" "I love you babe , don't cry lah" , but not everyone truly cares . I have a lot of fake friends , don't get offended okay ? Not everyone is , i know some cared . Its just so disgusting but as times pass , i saw who were there for me when i needed someone . Who were there for me when i am at my lowest point in life . who were there to comfort me , who were there to cheer me up , who were there to help me up from where i fell and who were the one that never ever leave me hanging there . After all that i have gone through , i know who are the trustworthy ones and who are the "I wear a different mask everyday" ones . I can tell you the number of true friends i have , you can use one hand to count . That's sad but hey its better than having so many fake friends that secretly pulls me down and ruin my reputation , for the sake of gaining some for herself/himself . I don't need those , serious .

PIERCINGS & TATTOOS 
I have the urge to talk about this too . A lot of people are into getting piercings and also tattoos . Its one of the trend among us , teenagers . But i don't get it why some people are just against them . They all have this same reaction when someone has too many piercings or are heavily tattooed "Walau , this one cfm ahlian/ahbeng one" Seriously ? Dude , your mindset still stuck in the 1980s or your brain filled with some fucking water ? I am super into piercings and stuff like that , if you guys know me . I got my helix a few days back & this makes me have a total of ONLY 7 piercings . I don't see why i should stop here since i have already started it , even though some people just can't stop judging about it . But hey , my ear rot or yours ? People will go  like "You will regret when you're older" I am going to tell you guys i won't , why ? I love piercings and to me its art . 10years down the road when i look at myself again with those piercings , i will be like " So this is what i like when i am 13 and its what that also make me who i am today . Its cost me a lot of money but its something that brings back a lot of memories that is worth keeping" FINALLY THERE'S ONE PICTURE  , I MEAN TWO .
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As you can see from the picture above , i went to pierce again . Left ear helix . Pictures of it right after i pierced . I am piercing another one soon , i guess . I am going broke soon *laughs*. I went to pierce with XuanYun after CCA & also farewell party of hockey guys and volleyball girls , boyfriend tagged along too .

Remember the blog title , yeah its a blog dedication to none other than MONGXUANYUN ♥

MongXuanYun . 14 . #teamcancer . Volleyball teammate . Senior . Best friend . Sister . WIFE ♥
So everyone actually gets curious and goes , " eh how your know each other one uh" Both of us wasn't on good terms when we first knew each other , she don't like me neither do i . The thing that actually pulled us closer was twitter and volleyball . She's always been there for me when i needed someone to listen to all my problems , she's always there to teach me what's right and wrong . Everyone was surprised because we became super close . When i fight with my friends/boyfriend/family and what not , she know whats the problem first before solving it for me . She don't take side for me just because she's my wife , she only take sides of me when i am in the right . We get along well is because both of us have the exact same shitty horrible attitude that no one can stand it . Both of us are often selfish and we only things to go our way and we will start ranting or rage over a small thin thing and thats why , we are often together . Her birthday is like one day behind mine , fated huh ? :)) I am glad to have her by my side if not i most probably won't exist now . I am actually super super down just now because something happened and you guys don't need to know . She just keep sending me her words of wisdom and cheering me up and she asked me to blog or study , so as to keep myself occupied and stop thinking so much . I really want to thank her for always being a there and also helping me whenever i need help . She tried super hard just now and so she was like "EH I TELL YOU JIAYI > YUZHE , YOU HAVE ME AND THATS ALL THATS MATTER OK !" Somehow she seems to cheer me up .
To dearest AHMONGMONG ;
 Hey MongXuanYun , thanks for always being a true friend and helping me . Grateful and blessed to have you , our friendship won't stop here and please don't cheat on me okay ? :) I am already missing the cookies you baked for me :( . Anyway , you must cheer me up again because i am going to hmm , you get what i mean ya babe ! :( Really a big thank you ! ♥

Ending with a picture of me (: .

Its time to get down to serious work peeps , sorry to remind you but Sept holidays is coming to an end . EOYs is coming up , study hard alrights & you can party all you want after that ! Good luck to all O & N levels candidates and also those having streaming year , best of luck .  ♥ In the meantime , check my blog daily  ♥

I just took a walk down memory lane , it hurts so much . Those memories that are etched in my mind are starting to hunt me , its getting worse as days goes by .